I really hate my life..... Why im the only felt one left out..... Is it because im ugly, fat, stupid inmature and i wear tudung..... Fine i admite that im ugly, fat, stupid and i inmature.... And maybe i really look old in my age..... I know that i make people bored when they are around me... All people have interest life and a happy moment in their life but i have none..... Why do i have to put a fake smild around people when i not happy..... Im sick and tried to always be the good girl...... Wat happen if one day i turn into a bad girl??? Will i get my happiness that i been searching all this while...... Now i keep thinking wat happen if that day really come??? Why done people just understand my feeling..... I sick and tried to think about this and cry all nite.... Maybe this is how i should life for the rest for my life......
Why do i even bother to write this..... As if people will read..... I think i should just delect the blog....