i can't go to sleep now i don't why.... but something kept bothering me.... something that keep repeating itself..... that which call 'true friends'.... i always wonder wat its like to have true Friends that share ur problem and happiness together.... for example like demi lovato+selena gomez and miley cyrus+emily osment.... contacting each other and went out together..... sometimes i felt jealous when i see or read people went out to catch a movie or window shopping together or even had a sleepover at each other house and also share a secret together...... sometimes i jealous wit my friends.... they all have true friends...... u want to know something..... this three week of holiday i hardly went out of the house....... only went out for hari raya and class bbq and sometime went out to grandma or send my mum of check-up that all..... it not that im lazy but well it hard for me to put it in word........ i did not blame them, i know they all busy but(i have nothing to say here)....... maybe i dont have a true friend because im ugly, fat and stupid....... its that the reason why i dont have a true Friends?????? my true friend where are u now????? i really need u now........ hope to see my true friends soon.....
now i really feel old.... hahahahahhaha......